Blogging Challenge Day 6 : What are you afraid of

Been occupied these past few days, and today I sat down to continue writing this challenge.

I am afraid of: 

Heights

Snakes

Frogs

Rodents

Ghosts

I am afraid of being left behind. I don't like the feeling of being stuck.

I'm afraid of being a failure. I'm afraid of failing my role as the eldest in the family. I'm afraid of failing as a good friend. I'm afraid that I may fail to overcome all these struggles that I am currently encountering.

I'm scared of growing old alone. I'm scared of having fine lines, wrinkles, saggy skin all over my body. But aging is not our choice. We will all age in time.

I have a lot to be afraid of, and I think this is just normal.

Few days before, I had a breakdown. I was dealing with my depression.

I had this random thought; what if we're scared of feeling the bliss of happiness again? Is it because we're already used to feeling the agony of sadness. The storm clouding us, the absence of rainbows. 

Trying my best to fight clear these dark clouds.

 But.. I agree that life is a cycle.

“Life is a cycle, always in motion. If good times have moved on, so will times of trouble.”

~Indian Proverb

Good times don't last forever, same as with the bad times.

It's in ourselves on how to cope up and overcome everything.

We'll get through this.

I was researching about depression, and I would like to share with you guys this one: https://www.healthline.com/health/types-of-depression