Blogging Challenge Day 29 : A Confession

What's up?? Yes!! Down to second to the last day of this blogging challenge. It has been a week since I posted on my blog, because I didn't feel motivated to write. To be honest, I don't know how I survived another week of this lockdown. Parang ang bilis ng oras?

While browsing Netflix after dinner, I saw this reality tv dating game show "Too Hot To Handle". Guess what? I finished it in just 1 night. It was cringey, yet gave me some good laughs. All the participants are all sexy and hot, active on dating apps, yet their challenge is to avoid sex, kissing, and any self-gratification. Lol. If this show is in the PH setting, this might be easier I guess because we differ on this kind of culture. Hahaha. There's this one female participant, Haley and she doesn't have any idea where is Australia. Whaaat. Also, Francesca says "What's the number for 911?"

I realized that there are some people who are really afraid of commitments. There are some who just look for hook-ups. There are some who do not believe in finding one's "person". And a lot more.

I also finished watching "Goblin".. The main couple didn't have a remarkable chemistry unlike Ri-Ri (CLOY) couple, but Gong Yoo was charming. Koreans don't seem to age. Gaash, do they have a fountain of youth??? I wish. I didn't expect the sudden turn of events, and really bawled my eyes out. Girl, sobrang sakit ng puso ko. Akala ko wala na ako mailuluha pa. I believe Goblin would be included in my favorite Korean dramas. Hehe.

Going back...

For today's challenge is a confession. It would be.. I don't regret to be stuck here in Tarlac during this lockdown at all. Staying here let me heal myself for the past months that I was struggling with my depression and all other problems. I think this is a good thing for me, but of course, my dad worries every day. I hope that my family would understand my situation. I couldn't face them with all my insecurities, struggles, worries. It really hurts to think that they thought becoming an architect, "our" life would be easier - that I'm doing well.. Nope. Besides, not everyone will understand my situation. I don't want to tell more about it because if you have read my other posts, you would notice. ;)

I pray that after this lockdown, I will be able to conquer all this doubts and fears. I will be coming out with a stronger and better version of myself. Let's continue to tick off our goals in our bucket list one by one. I still have a few years left before turning 30 though. Hehe.

So that's it. Keep safe!

Take care,

Kreng