Blogging Challenge Day 18 : A Photograph of Myself

Hi guys! 

What's up! 

Today is Day 3 of the so-called  Lockdown. I'm currently in Tarlac, an hour drive from my hometown. I'm quite scared on coming home because of the military checkpoints so here I am, trying my best to be productive while staying here at Ate's room. Medyo nagsawa kasi ako kakanood, so I'm reading the books I bought last Big Bad Wolf and I will blog a review about it once I finish. Back to the Blogging Challenge, for today is a photograph of myself.

Day 18: My Latest Selfie

This photo was taken last week, March 11. I love to take post-workout selfies, because it shows my "bloomingness" lol kidding, but this one is kind of memorable to me. That day was my final interview to a BPO company. I waited for almost 4 hours for my turn but sadly, the client turned me down. I waited hours just for him to tell me that my set of skills, is not what he needs at the moment. "To tell you honestly, Corina, I can see in your resume that you've got quite a lot of experience. But comparing you with the others here, I don't think I will be needing your skills set now, but more on the latter part. You're more on the regulatory and implementation side, eh?" I could see that he tried to explain it gently to me.  "Yes, I get it, sir." Trying my very best to be cool and not burst into tears. At that moment, I want to sink in my chair. I want to walk out. I want to burst out. Why would they contact me just to reject me. After his explanation, I just shook his hand and thanked him. Then, I left the room. While waiting for instructions, finally the recruiter called me and discussed to me that she will endorse me to the other clients. I just smiled to the recruiter and stepped out of the building. Once I got inside the car, I just burst into tears. My Anju did his best just to make me stop from crying. We went to the mall to buy some stuff at Watsons. I think this was his way of making me feel better. I picked up some for skincare. Hehe. I just thought that I'll just take care of myself while looking for another opportunity. Then, we went home.

Back at home, we did our own workouts. While doing mine, I channeled my anger and frustrations so that I'll be motivated in making myself feel better and look better. Ha ha. After that, I felt a lot better. I thought I couldn't take another rejection, but guess what? From that day, I realized that I deserve a lot better, but God is still working on that. I just have to trust Him. My big break will come and I just have to hang on!

Stay at home and be productive! Keep safe and healthy!

P.S. If you really know me, you will notice the big difference. Months ago, I didn't look good like that in the photo. huehue

BYE!

- Kreng